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I'm Trying, Y'all

Ben thanks his fans, and hopes for more time on the catwalk.

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Thank you to everyone that voted for me. I can't express how much it means to have support from across the country. This week, we went to a party for Niki's birthday - it was fun and I had a blast talking to everyone that we've worked with that showed up.

The next day we did a video look book and I was in the first scence.it was fun working with Ronnie and Shannon. Not so much the last scene of the day was Holly and I in an intimate scene, we knew that we couldn't hold back in and you can't fake a kiss, like you can as partners. It was professional and what happened was just business and I know that she knows its part of the industry.

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The next day we were surprised with going to Bloomingdales which I didn't get a chance to participate in -- they said I was the stiff. I was upset because I knew I would wind up in the bottom three because of it.

Catwalk day -- we had two labels that I felt I did well with, but the panel thought otherwise. I got angry with the panel for how I felt they approached me. I won't apologize for anything but my language. At the end of the day they put me in the bottom.

I'm sorry America, I feel I did well on the two main challenges, I don't know how y'all are going to feel towards me but thank you for keeping me here this long. I don't want to go home anytime soon; I don't want y'all to think I'm not trying. April, I love you, I miss all of my family from DCSO whose support is awesome. From the bottom of my heart -- thanks for your support!

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