Below Deck Med Producers Discuss Hannah Ferrier's Emotional Season 5
The chief stew also shares how Chef Hindrigo "Kiko" Lorran's departure affected her this season.


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Hannah Ferrier Opens Up About Her Emotional Struggles After Hindrigo "Kiko" Lorran's Departure
Malia White dishes on what you didn't see the night of Hannah's panic attack, "I'm not a monster."
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7:19S5 - E12 | Part 1Captain Sandy Yawn Explains She Was Just Following Protocol When She Fired Hannah Ferrier
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5:39S5 - E12 | Part 2Malia White Explains Exactly Why She Reported Hannah Ferrier to Captain Sandy
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5:30S5 - E12 | Part 3Hannah Ferrier Opens Up About Her Emotional Struggles After Hindrigo "Kiko" Lorran's Departure
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4:15S5 - E12 | Part 4This Is the Real Reason Captain Sandy Yawn Followed Hannah Ferrier Onto the Dock
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3:40S5 - E12 | Part 5Your First Look at Hannah Ferrier's "Mini Me"
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6:19S5 - E13 | Part 1Malia White Admits That Having Her Boyfriend Tom Checketts Join as Chef Was Her Personal "Nightmare"
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5:07S5 - E13 | Part 2Wait, the Entire Crew Thought Jessica More's Reaction to Robert Westergaard's Bali Surprise Was Anticlimactic?!
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2:45S5 - E13 | Part 3Did Below Deck Med Just Reveal Jessica More's Hidden Talent?
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4:22S5 - E13 | Part 4Malia White Reveals Why She'd Rather Be Called a "F—ker" Than "Sweetie"
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4:09S5 - E13 | Part 5Below Deck Producers Were Shocked to See Robert Westergaard Confront Malia White in Front of Captain Sandy Yawn
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3:11S5 - E13 | Part 6The Crew Share Their Thoughts on a Guest's Massive Sex Toy
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4:45S5 - E14 | Part 1The Below Deck Med Crew's First Impressions (and Impersonations!) of Aesha Scott
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4:31S5 - E14 | Part 2Robert Westergaard Opens up About Texting His Ex and Jessica More Gets Real on How That Made Her Feel
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3:03S5 - E14 | Part 3Did Alex Radcliffe Think Jessica More and Robert Westergaard's Relationship Was "Toxic"?
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4:06S5 - E14 | Part 4Tom Checketts Weighs in on Chefs Googling During Charter
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2:36S5 - E14 | Part 5The Below Deck Med Yachties and Producers Weigh in on This Charter's Infamous Spanx Fight
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4:08S5 - E14 | Part 6This Is How Christine "Bugsy" Drake Encouraged Jessica More to Shine
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2:55S5 - E14 | Part 7Below Deck Med Producers Open up About Some of the Wildest Charter Guests Ever
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4:15S5 - E15 | Part 1Wait...Christine "Bugsy" Drake and Alex Radcliffe Made Out More Than Once?!
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5:01S5 - E15 | Part 2Jessica More Calls Out Aesha Scott for Her "Inappropriate" Sex Talk With Robert Westergaard
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3:22S5 - E15 | Part 3Aesha Scott Explains Exactly What "S--tstain" Means to Her
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4:00S5 - E15 | Part 4What *Really* Caused Jessica More and Robert Westergaard's Big Blowout in Ibiza?
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3:31S5 - E15 | Part 5Malia White and Captain Sandy Yawn Weigh in on Robert Westergaard's "Rookie, Rookie Error"
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3:57S5 - E15 | Part 6Captain Sandy Yawn Gets Candid About Her Heart Attack
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3:46S5 - E16 | Part 1Aesha Scott Has a Whole New Opinion on Tom Checketts After the Cucumber Incident
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3:44S5 - E16 | Part 2Chef Tom Checketts and Captain Sandy Break Down the Infamous Cucumber Miscommunication
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2:26S5 - E16 | Part 3Aesha Scott Opens up About Struggling to Find Her Place Among the Rest of the Crew
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4:31S5 - E16 | Part 4Did Robert Westergaard and Jessica More Say "I Love You" Too Soon?
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3:16S5 - E16 | Part 5Chef Tom Checketts and the Below Deck Med Producers Break Down How Provisioning Works on Super Yachts
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2:51S5 - E16 | Part 6Was Chef Tom Checketts Freak Out Over Frozen Mussels Justified?
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3:24S5 - E16 | Part 7The Below Deck Med Crew Breaks Down What Happens When a Yacht Loses Power
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4:10S5 - E17 | Part 1Is Christine "Bugsy" Drake More Affectionate With Alex Radcliffe When the Cameras Aren't Watching?
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4:24S5 - E17 | Part 2Captain Sandy Yawn Explains Exactly Why She Pulled Malia White Out of the Galley During Tom Checketts' Meltdown
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2:40S5 - E17 | Part 3Aesha Scott Reflects on Tom Checkett's Cucumber Apology: "He Apologized, But With an Explanation"
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2:41S5 - E17 | Part 4Robert Westergaard's Message to Malia White: "Let Me Be Me"
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3:07S5 - E17 | Part 5Christine "Bugsy" Drake Reveals What You Didn’t See at the Speedo Dinner
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4:08S5 - E17 | Part 6Christine "Bugsy" Drake Opens Up About the Pressure She Feels to Get Along With Chef Tom Checketts
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2:30S5 - E17 | Part 7A Below Deck Mediterranean Producer Says They'll Never "Unhear the Sounds" of Jessica More and Robert Westergaard's Hook Up
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5:39S5 - E18 | Part 1Malia White Struggles to Balance Her Professional Life and Her Personal Life When it Comes to Captain Sandy Yawn and Chef Tom Checketts
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4:13S5 - E18 | Part 2Captain Sandy Yawn Explains Why Chef Tom Checketts Lost Reasoning in the Galley
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4:08S5 - E18 | Part 3Why Was Alex Radcliffe So Uncomfortable Getting Promoted to Lead Deckhand?
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3:06S5 - E18 | Part 4Was Robert Westergaard Too Flirtatious With This Charter Guest?
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3:36S5 - E18 | Part 5Below Deck Mediterranean Producers Reveal Moments and Fights They Didn't Know Existed
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3:00S5 - E18 | Part 6Captain Sandy Yawn Reveals Why it Bothered Her So Much When Christine "Bugsy" Drake Tried to Help Chef Tom Checketts
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3:34S5 - E19 | Part 1Aesha Scott Explains the Infamous "Butt Grab"
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5:34S5 - E19 | Part 3Jessica More's Message to Aesha Scott About Her "Butt Grab": "Wherever You're From, It's Disrespectful"
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3:45S5 - E19 | Part 4The Below Deck Med Crew Opens up About What it Feels Like to Have Cameras Filming Their Every Move
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2:12S5 - E19 | Part 5Malia White: "There"s Never Been a Preference Sheet That's Been 100% the Truth"
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4:08S5 - E19 | Part 6Aesha Scott Reveals If Jack Stirrup Ever Apologized For Cheating on Her
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4:34S5 - E20 | Part 1Robert Westergaard and Jessica More Reveal Why They Broke up After Bali: "It Was Definitely a Roller Coaster With Him"
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2:25S5 - E20 | Part 2Jessica More Was "Blindsided" by Robert Westergaard's Desire to Bail on Bali
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3:22S5 - E20 | Part 3Jessica More Opens up About Robert Westergaard and a Charter Guest: "I've Never Been So Disrespected in My Life"
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1:32S5 - E20 | Part 4The Below Deck Med Crew Reacts to Malia White's Awful Smelling Fart
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3:22S5 - E20 | Part 5Aesha Scott Tells All About Living in a Converted Ambulance With Her "Adventure Junkie" Boyfriend
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4:56S5 - E21 | Part 1Captain Sandy Yawn Defends Her Decision to Fire Chef Hindrigo "Kiko" Lorran
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4:29S5 - E21 | Part 2Captain Sandy Yawn Reacts to the Critiques She’s Received on Her Management Style
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5:42S5 - E21 | Part 3Hannah Ferrier Breaks Down Everything That Went Wrong During Chef Kiko's Vegas Dinner
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3:37S5 - E21 | Part 4Was Christine "Bugsy" Drake Becoming Chief Stew All a Set up? Nope! Here's Why...
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1:57S5 - E21 | Part 5Christine "Bugsy" Drake and Jessica More Break Down Their Radio Drama
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4:00S5 - E22 | Part 1Malia White Explains Why She Had to Tell Captain Sandy Yawn About Hannah Ferrier's Medication
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3:10S5 - E22 | Part 2Hannah Ferrier Once Tore Two Ligaments in Her Foot While Fighting a Boat Fire
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4:42S5 - E22 | Part 3Aesha Scott Almost Said "No" When Captain Sandy Called Her for Season 5
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3:17S5 - E22 | Part 4Alex Radcliffe Says He "Needs a Muzzle" to Control His Drunk Rambling
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2:34S5 - E22 | Part 5The Below Deck Mediterranean Cast Reveal What They’re Looking Forward to the Most Post-Yachting
This season of Below Deck Mediterranean was a difficult one for Hannah Ferrier right from the beginning as she figured out how to work with her new stews and navigated existing workplace relationships.
But it was Chef Hindrigo "Kiko" Lorran's departure that really took an emotional toll on the chief stew. "Kiko was really the only person on the crew that I had a bond with, and he was keeping me sane," Hannah opened up during the Below Deck Mediterranean Season 5 After Show, which you can view, above. "So when he left, like especially in the way that he left, it was just devastating to see someone you care about break down like that."
We saw how hard Hannah took the news of Kiko's departure even before he officially left The Wellington. "Hannah's the type of person, I think, where the emotions can just kind of bubble up, I would say, without her even realizing it," said Josh Brown, Vice President, Current Production at Bravo, in the Below Deck Med After Show.
Below Deck Med executive producer Nadine Rajabi added that it was Hannah's closeness to Kiko, coupled with what led to his dismissal, that tugged at the chief stew's heartstrings.
"You know, it was hard to see. It was really hard to see, because Hannah is very much an empath, and she cares a lot and has a very big heart. And so that was the one person in the crew that she really connected with," she explained in the Below Deck Med After Show. "And to see somebody that you're really close to, that you work with, go down that way — and then also, she took on a little bit of that responsibility of the Vegas menu, which was actually not her fault at all — I think that's what really played into that."
Hannah shared that she "was in such a bad place" at this point in the season. "People don't sometimes understand, when you're working in an environment like that and you have no way to release your stress, like, you can't go home and have a bitch to your boyfriend or go out with the girls and have a glass of wine and get it off your chest. You are stuck on a boat; there is no way to get out," she said. "Kiko, my only buddy on the boat, had been fired. My heart was broken with how he left and how upset he was. It was just a very bad situation."
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